Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Exams!
haiz.... long time no update my blog liaoz... so sianz... Exams coming soon.... yea... hope to get over this sem asap... school is like so sucky... In the past, i thought tat onli mr wu(my secondary physics teacher) has the abilty to make me fall asleep during lesson time, but now in poly, i fall asleep during IOC chem and micro bio lectures almost al the time... The best time to sleep in poly is during Dr Pho's lectures... She speaks so softly and reads off from her ppt slide during lectures tat u can fall asleep instantly... sianz... dunwan write liaoz la... got to study liao... buaiz...
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
My true friends in class.
Yeah... I've finally found out who is my real friends in class liaoz, besides alvin... cos they feel the same way as me... had a great talk with them, becos i cant take it liaoz... feeling so great to have them back as friends... haha... hope it will last forever... yea... hmm... today was great! except for the micro bio test... Spellng bee competition was a success... hope to get my cca points for helping wendy shu... haha... lol... went to my ccousin's house... cool man... they move to hougang liaoz... Can go find them everyday... yea... It feels good being happy... hope i can be happy everyday... lol...
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Feelings!
hmm.... today is the day whereby i got lots of feelings.... i have a feeling that after reading this entry you will write lol in my tag box... haha... In the morning, i was feeling tired, and i didn't went for maths.... i had a feeling hat i will miss the 9'o clock bus to hougang mall when i was still on my bed at 8.50.... In the train, i had a feeling that i was underground and l be late for chem, but the lecturer was later then me.... i have a feeling that he can't finish the whole module, and i also had feeling that i was hungry halfway thru his lesson...
After chem, i had a feeling that i will end up having luch with onli one person, at fc 1 and also had a feeling that i will eat chicken rice... i went 4 rwp at 1pm, cos i had a feeling that grace khoo will return us the test papers... she told us majority of us got a c, and i had a very strong feeling that i will get a c, and to my surprise, i got a c....
My feeling was so acurate... went 4 the spelling bee briefing after Rwp, and there, i got a feeling that my classmates dunno how to wrap presents... haha... went 4 dinner with alvin and rayner, and then we had a feeling that we will take the bus back... We took 74 home, and on the way, i had lots of feelings... i had feelings that we will pass by places like np, hua chong blah blah blah, amk, hougang, montfort, i am on earth, in singpore, on the road, my ezlink card money will be gone, and lastly, i had a feeling that theo likes someone, alvin likes someone, and i like someone.... muahaha
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
My poly classmates.
Yoz ppl... i shalln't talk about wat happened today(should be yesterday, looking at the time now...) liaoz... cos nothing much.... Went 4 choir and the dinner at clementi with the conductor and friends.... I just wanna talk about my classmates today. You may read the full story below, and i hope that u ppl will give me suggestions on how to deal with them...
During the first few days in sp, i had gotten to know most of the guys and some of the girls in my class, and started to mix ith a group of guys.... We had quite some fun... they include benji, alwin, weng chi, choon seng and wei chang.... We were together during the flag day, while the rest of the class went seperately to different places.... Benji was the first person i got to know better, as we went to sell flags at chinatown, while the rest went to slack in the afternoon, cos they got bored after asking for donations for the whole morning....
One week later, we went out to play cs (counterstrike) at a lan shop, and tis time round, devester joined us, leaving Chian hwee and de hong.... I thought that they are my real friends in class, but after 2 weeks or so, i realised that i am foolish to think tat they are my friends in class.... It was during an idea lesson when we are supposed to form a group, tat made me realised that they are people who don't think of friendship, and are onli bothered about themselves.... out of the 7 of us, 5 fromed a group themselves and the remaining two of us were left out.... if they were my friends, they would have agreed to spilt into groups of 3 and 4 persons.... This event made me upset, and i am left with no choice, but to join chian hwee's group.... During rwp lesson the week be4, i was in the same group as 3 other ppl, and two of them were without a group.... i requested to join the 2 to form a new group, in order to have equal no of ppl in a group, and wat i got back in return??? Getting thrown out of their idea group and left alone, as though no one's buisness.... sob sob....
Then in the months to come, i didn't join them for fiona's bday, and the think i pangseh them, but in acture fact, i was broke.... since then, they left me out in everything as they think tat i am those sort of not "steady " friend.... i have been mixing with chian hwee, de hong and alvin since then. After various ica, which i got low marks (Cs for most of them), the guys are all trying to avoid me, as though i am carrying some stupidity virus with me, and would make them stupid if they come close to me, except for alvin, who is always standing beside me....
Further more, i am begining to feel tat someone in their group is an asshole.... Always asking the whole class to pon together, but he himself dun wan to pon... I feel that the asshole is very fake.... Making friends with smart ppl just to gain some of their knowledge, and the whole group just got stuck to him, as though their minds are controlled by him, except for the smarter ppl... they follow him wherever he goes, and even to the toilet.....! Nowadays, i am beginning to feel that i am not part of my class, and the onli fun thing in sp is choir.... haiz.... so confused and sad now.... Y are ppl in my class like that??? ( i am mentioning the guys onli, cos i dun mix with the girls often)..... Can anione understand how i feel now???? Please tell me wat to do...
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